I've died a thousand times
confined within comfort
only to be reborn
with a dull aching
for violent release
Allusion suits me now
watching wings of wax
fray and fall away
gravity's sweet embrace
drags me tumbling down
Explosions in the sky
cant contain my mind
surroundings slough
thoughts fade away
like so much debris
Impact
Broken metaphors
scattered beneath
steaming wreckage
of endeavors
only dreamed
I've died a thousand times
confined within comfort
only to be reborn
with a dull aching
for violent release
Allusion suits me now
watching wings of wax
fray and fall away
gravity's sweet embrace
drags me tumbling down
Explosions in the sky
cant contain my mind
surroundings slough
thoughts fade away
like so much debris
Impact
Broken metaphors
scattered beneath
steaming wreckage
of endeavors
only dreamed
From the moment we are born
We begin to die
Decaying on schedule
A decreasing exponential function of time
A short lived oscillation
In the grand scheme of things
An inappreciable juncture of sentience
In this non spatial continuum
Where apparently irreversible
Events proceed in an inconsequential
And utterly unorganized parade
That is called existence
The interval of existence
A prognosticated emanation
Succeeded by a predetermined termination
Merely the distance between beginning and end
Decaying on schedule
A decreasing exponential function of time
When I first saw the burning bodies
of light, with their warm astral presence, I knew
that I could not lose sight of them, and when you showed me
the spinning orbits, through convex lenses, with altered
definitions of distance and time, I realized that I could never
be without this perception of celestial bliss. Today we lean
against the walls that hold our sanctum, facing the skies,
spinning through our orbits, visible through
concave windows, with warped definitions of distance
and time while the surrounding meteorites crash into
our sides. The illuminating beauty of the orbiting planets, through
telescopic lenses and
Current Residence: Austin, Texas Favourite genre of music: Shi ra nai Favourite photographer: Patrick. Favourite style of art: Space Art, Concept Drawings, Aircraft Operating System: Windows MP3 player of choice: Ipod Shell of choice: Turtle Wallpaper of choice: Blood Skin of choice: Yours Favourite cartoon character: Squee Personal Quote: Ignorance is bliss, but knowledge is power. I\'d rather be powerful.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way
than this: where I do not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.
He who laughs last, laughs loudest. Going through DA is dredged up a lot of dormant memories and echoes of forgotten emotions. I've had much to reflect on recently, and plenty of time to think upon it all. I wonder if I could have done it differently and how things would have turned out, but honestly, I don't think I would. I wasted a lot of time, and suffered serious setbacks, but I am here. Here is better than I could have hoped for. This story still has an introductory feel, but I am definitely in a whole new chapter now. Perhaps I will post again. Perhaps not.